I just turned 30 and I don't feel 30. I know everyone says that and now I know what it's like. I am feeling trapped in this place where I have no idea what my next move is. I can't believe I am 30 and still don't really have a solid idea of what I want my life to look like.
Always wanting them to be enough and be able to use them to describe your current emotions.
I am here discovering my heart and soul.
I will always be this kid who dreamt of sports and that being my whole world with a bucket of double bubble at my side.
Oh, Wednesday, you really know how to kick a girl while she's down.
I can't put on a brave face. Maybe in a couple of days after the anger has left my beating heart, but for now I will use this insane amount of anger to allow my brain to remember I never want to feel this way again.
Take chances. Be bold. Make unforgettable memories.