Journey to Thirty

Courage Dear Heart

I found myself ending the night buying 4 pints of Halo Top ice cream.

I can’t put on a brave face. Maybe in a couple of days after the anger has left my beating heart, but for now I will use this insane amount of anger to allow my brain to remember I never want to feel this way again.

I have been on the hunt to find the perfect song to describe the feelings that are alive and well inside me. I haven’t found it yet, but if it could include some insults towards someone and maybe about how I am better now that there are no longer words in between us. I would enjoy some great breakdown where I can dance around. I actually could just use “Mr. Brightside” by the Killers.

I can’t help but think of the scene in The Holiday when Cameron Diaz screams the lyrics. Just give me a glass of wine and I can complete this scene.

The very important lesson I have learned is to be true to your feelings and what your heart is telling you. I know what to be true and even though being noticed is a nice gesture, not allowing yourself into a situation where you could get hurt or you could hurt the other person.



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