I can't put on a brave face. Maybe in a couple of days after the anger has left my beating heart, but for now I will use this insane amount of anger to allow my brain to remember I never want to feel this way again.
It's been a while, but 2018 is going to be one to remember. What I mean by that is that in some way or another there will be an event that will make this year special. Probably that it is my last year being a twenty year old.