I just turned 30 and I don't feel 30. I know everyone says that and now I know what it's like. I am feeling trapped in this place where I have no idea what my next move is. I can't believe I am 30 and still don't really have a solid idea of what I want my life to look like.
Always wanting them to be enough and be able to use them to describe your current emotions.
I am here discovering my heart and soul.
I will always be this kid who dreamt of sports and that being my whole world with a bucket of double bubble at my side.
Oh, Wednesday, you really know how to kick a girl while she's down.
I can't put on a brave face. Maybe in a couple of days after the anger has left my beating heart, but for now I will use this insane amount of anger to allow my brain to remember I never want to feel this way again.
The major story in my life recently is my one year anniversary of living in Nashville. November 21st was my first official full day of living here and it still feels like I moved here yesterday. There was a lot of patience and a whole lot of tears to get me here to Nashville. When… Continue reading 365 Days and Counting